Be Beautiful

Be Beautiful

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My thoughts move quickly within my mind. My train of anger leaves me broken behind. I am no longer confused of what is and what was. I simply am misguided by the angers of above. Point being: Half the stuff that I type, is confusing to even me. I understand it not. But I enjoy writing it. As you may or may not enjoy reading it. Welcome to my blog. Which I feel lame as a video game playing/lives in a cave person highschooler to say. But no one else listens to me. Why not write?

Monday, February 21, 2011

Miley

So, I'm sure everyons heard about the whole Miley Cyrus smoking Salvia, or whatever. And she drinks, and parties, and everything. I went through a phase where I hated her. So I know what it's like to be disappointed in her. But I'm starting to have some res[ect for her. She's old enough, she can do what she wants. Even if it is just acting up over her parents divorce, or whatever. I respect her. I still dont like her, her music and acting aren't something I appreciate. But still she shouldnt be hated because of the things she does. People have no right to judge. SO yup. that was what is on my mind today.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

The perfect job for me, would be writing for a fashion magazine. No. Would be designing outfits for a magazine. Finding the newest fashions. Dressing in mental yet beautiful styles every night. Loving everything about fashion. Not only that, but blogging or writing about fashion. Taking daily pictures of my outfits. Every strand of hair in place. Looking beautiful as I walk. I would carry a camera with me every where I went. Taking pictures of all I found. It would be awesome. But for now, I am the girl with a personal uniform, who can't change it. It's tied to me, and I am tied to it. It is I. I am it. Every day I pull my skinnies over my lanky legs, hopping that one day I can trade them for daily skirts, or dresses. Or nice shorts. But the most change I have for a day is the color of my jeans. Some days they are black, others grey or blue. If I am feeling very daring that day, it's purple. I have such boring life. Honestly. My shirts are all the same. Graphic tees every darn day. My jackets and coats are what change the most. Most days I just throw on a University hoodie. Some day i hope to exchange my jeans for skirts, my teeshirts for blouses, my converse for heels, my tiny skull earrings for dangling jewels, my tiny tinkerbell necklace for.........okay I wouldn't trade the tiny tinkerbell necklaces. :)

Sunday, February 6, 2011

writings from the outside

So today is the superbowl. i dont care much for football. less so for superbowl. so im at church whilst it is starting. but i am not IN church as I should be. at the moment i am skipping. sitting outside of my church listening to Queen on my brothers ipod. its slightly chilly. and i am in jeans, boots, purple tanktop, and 3/4ths sleeves hoodie. aka cold. also. hooligans should not be allowed to ride thir bikes to the church playground to play basketball. and yet they do. but how could i know this if i was not hooliganing around there. well to be brutally honest i was. o.O Ah friendship. boys and girls. you think your relationship is perfectly unbreakable. but what is this? feelings? new found feelings for this other? no. it cant be. young love. is. a. parot. K.I.S.S. - kids in satans service.

Friday, February 4, 2011

The Sims

SO! I bought sims 3 when it came out. it refused to work. and eventually started working but it seemed boring. so. i went back to playing sims 2. which is awesome. but when i first started i used to just have regular families. well two families combined. i had like one lady who was awesome and she was a doctor, her son was Danny. then there was another lady whose daughter was sam. and the ladies were best friends. the children were danny and sam. so basically like: danny phantom. I have issues. But it's okay. Because I liked that family. Then i had the Brazil family. Jane and John Brazil with their children Jenna, Jeremy, and Jacob. I like -J names. But nowadays, pretty much all my sims are lesbian couples. I don't know why. I just don't like dealing with guys. Or kids. Or pets. Or witches. I don't know. Hm. I guess sims kinda lost it's touch. Oh well.
on that note. fallow this link. its really funny. *giggles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=522GZea3638

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Northern Exposure.

Dude, i hate waiting for shows. Seriously. Like, gr. I had to wait for Skins, and Degrassi, and The Office, Family Guy, American Dad. I like watching old already done shows, so I never have to wait for the next episode. Which brings me to my topic. Ever seen Northern Exposure? It's this old song, that is like.AMAZING. Honestly. It's about people in Alaska. And their a small little town, with awesome people. and It's soooo funny. And my whole family loves it now. Haha. It's old though. It just has awesome people. I am addicted to it. Whenever I am sick, or tired, or bored, or happy, or anything I watch. It has opened my eyes to alot of stuff though. Like......okay I have no idea what. But still it has. :)
Basically, you should watch it.
So. I think I'll everyone now about how everything is going. BASICALLY! I spend my entire life....waste my entire life(?)watching Youtube videos. Mostly just Shane Dawson, desandnate, and Charlieissocoollike. I love those guys. I would love to marry Shane, or Des, or Charlie. All three are like amazing. OH, and Bo Burnham. Lol. love him. Seriously his song Catholic Rant/Rap....sums up my religion.
"In the back, I sit and I nod to the beats that are bumping from my ipod..." And that is how I spend my sundays. I am terrible I know. :-) It needed a nose. :P
Is it just me or are all the awesome comedians considered gay. Seriously. Bo wrote that song: My Whole Family....lyrics being "My whole family thinks I am gay." And then there is Shane always talking about how everyone calls him gay. And then Des' grandma always says things like: You look gay. Then Charlie.....okay, maybe no one thinks he's gay. But you never know.
Honestly I hope none of them are gay. I also hope they don't mind polygamy......... o.O

Things that piss me off....inspired by DesandNate, and Shane:
When none of your friends are on facebook chat.
When facebook screws up.
Facebook.
Skype calls.
Not having texting.
VEVO! GOD I hate Vevo.
Home Phones.
how there is NEVER anything good in the fridge.
Not being able to drive yet.
My brothers.

haha, When I wrote the list of guys earlier, I kinda didn't really include Nathan from desandnate. Like, I just forgot he was there. Oh well. He just isn't that awesome. Well, I mean. He has ONE funny video. That would be: Who took The Cookie From The Cookie Jar.
I love that video. lol.
and I will leave you with this: "Bitch I ain't steal no fucking cookies"